I really need to try to save up for AC 2010.

Hey, i'm normal now...

First off i'm druck right now as i;m typing this. remember when I posted about myself going to a bar on my 21 first bday and failing to get drunk? my friend gave me $2 and I biought a magnem 40 just an houyr ago and now I really am drunk. i love this! my next piost most likel;y be back this one. pease out dudes!

Why the fuck am I always the one who gets treated like shit? No really. My friend Alex and i had just walked his friend up to the drive through and we walked back to the parking lot behind the local mobile aliment shop. No more than a few minutes later Alex shouts at me to move because some fucken dipshit of a kid that had himself hidden up in a tree, had a Co2 powered pellet gun pointed down at me. before i could move, the little shit shoots me in the back, the steel pellet not only punched a hold thou my shirt, it opened up a fairly deep hole in my skin. Even 2 hours later at the hospital i was still bleeding. I reported him to the cops and when they catch him, i'm suing his ass.

7 hard drinks and a beer... yay?

At 7:34pm tonight I'll be a full 21 years old. ^^

"I did what I Must in order to forget."

Emo, no.
Cryptic, yes.
You know, I've been brooding over something for the past few years and it's been eating at me the entire time. I'm done trying to understand, no longer am I going to try. I'm going to move on and leave my problem lying in the dust. I have my entire life ahead of me and I will not stand to have myself drugged down by some..... Whoa, started to trip there. ^^; Anyways I'm done

I would really like to have a new icon made; something that is up to date.

Rawr, boredom has struck me again. D:{

Earlier today both my mother and grandmother went to the doctor for their appointment. Apparently my grandmother's kidneys are starting to fail. She will be going back sometime for a 2nd appointment to see if that is the case.


Just when I thought things here could get any worse, this happens. To top it off, my mother's dog died last night and I had to put the body outside in the cold because it was too late to bury her.

I'm back, well kinda I guess.. My neighbor let me setup my wireless router over on her network, so now I can logon with my laptop here at me place. btw Sachiko laid another egg while I was gone.. }:X

I'm thankful for free wifi spots and unprotected wireless networks. <3

I didn't have the money to pay the Internet bill so they shut me down. Now I'm forced to leach off a unprotected connection that is near by until I can get my hands on $101.88 for the bill.

Another girl... Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Sachiko's little girl is growing so fast now. ^^ I just wish I knew who the father was. }:/

So yeah Like others I got myself a dragon, a small Sachiko if you will.
Could you click on her so she can grow faster please? Sachi is vary friendly and good with kids. She enjoys playing with her toys, going for walks, and climbing curtains.

Out of all the things I do each and everyday is sit down in my chair and think.

Think of how things work.
Think of why people do what they do.
Think of how they do what they do.
Think of what will happen if this happens.
Think of why things happen they way they do.
Think about the people I know.
Think about myself and what has happened to me and what will happen later on.
Think about how to do something.

I learned to love thinking and I'm sure that is a good thing. }:P I've been thinking of how to better my life because I'm sick of seeing around me achieve the things I dream of. The only why I can even start getting myself up with everyone else is quite simple.. I need to get a job and I need to get one now while I'm still young(and sexy).

You know, I have quite a bit on my mind both good and bad.. Mostly good since I've been upbeat for some time. I'm normally on Msn/Wlm everyday so if you want to chat or maybe do some kind of rp, just say so.

~Rawr~

I didn't get to try this idea:

Right after the race when the status window disappears allowing you to resume the chase... Doesn't the game autosave? If so then when you are forced to run from the cops you can instead restart the xbox. This would bypass the cop chase and you get to keep ALL the money you won from the race.